My left eye kept twitchin. duno why. must be too tired. its like so bad a twitchin i couldnt study.
CARROM DAY! found this new carrom board. and my bro played with me. wasted my so much time. got owned in the final game. damn. but scraped thru the third with a 20-19 score. owned the first. kept knockin down the black ones.
not a productive day as planned.
dats all. needa rest my eye.
LOLed@
12:06 am
Monday, October 23, 2006
Btw i just got a haircut.
Now i feel freshened up.
dinner time.
bye!
P.S: Best of luck to u know who & u know who.
hope i could have this chance.
nxt time perhaps.
boo!
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6:47 pm
I thought it thru.
its rough road out dere.
its pretty hard for me to get below 10 for my L1R5.
and all this trouble is all because of combine humanities.
i seriously duno why i cant score for SS. i tried all ways to link weigh and everthing but wadeva i do just rewards me with a bigbig cross. hmm. probably jh is right. m memory sux. mayb wads worse is the failure for me to concentrate. ill alwaes drift off. damn. wad have got into me?
i used to score for geog wen i write so little. well now i cant score. a passable mark is what i get. i duno why. probably i dun quite answer to those application questions. looks like i have to chiong environment.
Im glad to say i have the capability to get A1 for both my maths. dat means i will record a 2 for my l1r5 now.
L1?
R1?
R2 1(amaths)
R3 1(emaths)
R4 1 (cl)(if no hcl for l1)
R5 ?
L1- i could possibly get a c6, c5, b4. b3?a2?a1? hope for them. hcl? hard to get distinction la given my standard.
R1 - hope i can have a clear mind ahead of both papers.
R2/3 - hope i dun screw up.
r4 - confirm liao.
r5 - chem/physics.
i have the capability to do well for chem given statistics showing i have got top scores before in tests.
but for physics, erm... its kinda difficult to score. but hope to get a1 for that too.
I really am goin to lock myself in the room and smash up the computer and stuffs so i can concentrate. im goin to chop off my legs so i will stop walkin ard for nothin. ill chop off my arms too so i can stop myself from fiddling with things or worse, doodle. im probably goin to smash up my phone too so that ill not check to see if anione msges me. hmm. i guess thats all ill be doin.
LOLed@
6:09 pm
Saturday, October 21, 2006
its late. the o's draw very near. wad hav i been doin in the past week. little. time is precious guys. concentrate on ur studies everyone. do ur best. excel and rock ltr. so gd luck guys.
LOLed@
11:43 am
Wo y'ae yu le bai fen bai so nice! Jason so pro sia. Wa C-O-W wa cow/ :/
LOLed@
11:34 am
Thursday, October 19, 2006
RV lsn.
Here is the scenario of RV lsn. Mr CHEE '' ok settledown. settledown. " elmer and gang walks in. still talkin "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?! IM THE CONDUCTOR{POINTS TO HIMSELF}IF YOU WANT TO TALK GET OUT! YOU ARE NOT FORCED TO BE HERE! IF YOU WAT TO TALK GET OUT! I REPEAT YOU ARE NOT FORCED T BE HERE! ANYBODY WHO WANT TO TALK GET OUT!{STARES ARD THE ROOM HORRIDLY. EVERYONE IN THE ROOM WENT STIFF. EVEN THE TEACHERS TOO.}"
LOLed@
7:06 pm
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
These two days were good days to explain what waste of time means.
went to mccafe. studied. but could not set my mind to do it. then go tm makan. waste of money. so little food yet so expensive. yep the rent there is high but the consumers are high too. so cant they just weigh down their prices or something? then go libary study. so many people. again wilson pang seh us for some girls. zhong4 se4 qing1 you3 sia. library full so we went eugene home. eugene home was so hot so we took like so long to settle down. but in the end duno who go start truth or dare. then playplayplay. play so long. all secrets exposed. siao gina. elmer toook like 30 mins to say out who he liked. lolx. it was like so long lorx. actually wanted to go home liao de. but delay me. Thats for monday.
went to school for el lssn. then afta that stayed at r1 cossome fag said ms toh comin. thne wai til 1pm stil no signs of her. wth!? i could have gone home to study or rest u know? then during the wait duno wich fag go start truth or dare. lameo. fo lunch everybody go eat the claypot ginger chicken rice. lolx. nice sia. then went to mac. then again some fag go start truth or dare. ccb let me rmb who this fags are im gonna kill them. then wa so malu. aiya forget it dun wan to say liao. then we went back home. on the way to the busstop. yiliang showed m his beatboxing skills. wow! so pro. he win he win! im gona find ways to hone( is it spelled this way?) my skills. haha.
tml got sch again. haven write compo yet. im gona do that now. so bye.
LOLed@
11:01 am
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Argh! i kinda wasted the whole day, though i did did some practice papers. today my house was like havoc. my uncle came to do the fish tank, with him came my grandma, and 2 cousins. not long after came my aunt with another one of my cousin. wa so loud! everybody talk so loud! Erm, hey guys, im trying to get some work done here can you guys just quieten down? Its not as if they have amplifiers in their mouth right? weird stuffs. well i guess that that makes me weird too cause i talk loud too. hmm. probably elmer have one in him too. with those blaring noises that come out of his mouth, im beginning to wonder why i called him a turtle in the first place. i thought turtles were meant to be quite. lolx. chill elmer its just meant to be a joke. woosa... kays but after the settling down and stuff, peace returned for a while b4 lunch came and the 'riot' broke out again. The curfew came soon after and set everyone going down to business. a while ltr, my p6 cousin came in adn asked to brrw my harrypotter book home. i was shocked. i mean no way is she going to take home my prized possesions, and im not stingy or petty or stuffs, its just that those were bought with book vouchers i had won as top 3 positions in my p school years. its like a good old memoryof mine. as i had not won any of these stuffs since p6. sad. i couldnt even attend the bursary ceremony in sec2 as i was sick. i mean real sick. a high fever till it numbed my senses. i felt i was dying. but lucky me i survived the 40+ degree trauma. well back to the book. i dun mean to be stingy or what but based on her own book condition, i could see the future of my book vividly. it would be returned torn and tattered. the spine would crack. the pages would soon fall out. the pages bent. oh i really cant stand this stuff. i like my books perfect. perfectly new. in the best condition possible. i can do little about the pages turning yellow. its part and parcel of a boks life. ok then took a picture of my other cousin. will upload it some other day or something. for that i'll bond voyage,
People wh haven watch this yet go watch go watch. watch liao oso neh mind watch again! Wahahhahhaa!!! thx alan.
LOLed@
11:57 pm
4 yrs went like a breeze. a major exam stares right into my face. well i jus gt this funny feelin within my soul. its hard to describe reely. im sad. but relieved too. and stressed as well. today marks the last day of school. official one. haiis cant get to see my friends animore. this though really sends me crazy. i kinda feel like crying. seriously. although i had occasional tiffs with some people. but i still cherish their frenship. though i aint sure if they look upon me as a fren or a freak.
well i really wasnt particularly wrong that day. seriously i dun see what i did wrong except probably used harsh words on dz wen he was talkin nicely. well i want really mad though. jus felt that little unjust. as a chinese saying goes: "when theres trouble, true frens will come to help." very true one not so close fren came to help me he is jacky. if u are reading this im thankin u for speakin for me although u din even know wad happened lolx. jh ur words were wad caused my tears to start flowin si lolx. "be strong". yea i was tryin. faheem and the others like the usual khoo, elmer, aaron, sam, sw, ws, yl, tgy called me to relax and cheer up and stuffs. well wad all of u had done for me was tremendous. i cud neva ever have any grp of better frens. but right nw we probably would hav little chance to mit each other liao. seriously wad i ask for is some respect from frens. thats the least i ask for. till den ill respect u back. P.S: ironically yc's name is not reflected cos he wasnt in clas yet. boo. haha.
alright enough of that.
i've like wasted so mani gd opportunities this year round. this missed opportunities has led me inot the world of pondering. pondering over trivial matters that were easy to solve in the past.
omg. im in deep shit now. i simply like her la. no qualms about that lolx. yc if u read this im sri ill tell u in the near future. its not that i dun trust u. its just that i nid prepare my feelings. lolx. dun worrythe person aint u. hahas.
nxt year sch's gonna get demolished. i havent take enough pictures in sch yet lehx. wth.
LOLed@
11:07 pm
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Albino Kangaroos look so cool i want one! Wombats are so cute! i want one! Koalas are so cute too! i want one! Movie World looks great i want to go there! lolx. just jesting. its impossible. has.
LOLed@
7:10 pm
i just realised something. i suck in front of cameras. of all the photos i took on grad day. i sucked big tym. its either im not lookin at the cam. or its becos i jus look like shit.
LOLed@
12:38 am
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Damn its so blur out there. just now watch tv the PSI went up to 150! Wow thats alot! For those who want the latest PSI readings, go to: http://app.nea.gov.sg/psi/
LOLed@
11:52 pm
Times up! Game Over!
people have been reminding me that there is not much time left. yea i know that. but seriously this time is giving me a lot of pressure lately. so much pressure thati duno what i shud do now. i cant differiante right from wrong. so forgive me guys if i did something wrong. back to studying~ bye.
LOLed@
5:07 pm
I woke up to find the atmosphere gloomy today. again, the air is still hazy. i couldnt even see the leaves of a tree clearly. the condo nearby seems shrounded in a mist. the condo of the dust.
im studying. slogging my heart out. but i just dun seem to have that confidence in myself. probably because i have failed my expectations so many times. so much for being a dark horse as what mrs koh commented on me. i dun wana be a black horse. i wana be a white one. becos lack beauty sounds gayish. lolx. ok im just being lame. time is running out. i seriously duno what i can do. i know what i want. but i duno how to go about doing some things too. oh forget it. its hard. my life. its sux big time right now. all aspects of it. i feel as though im such a failure. i can do nothin. taking a look at my arms i found out tha i;ve become skinnier everyday. looking at my com and not knowing what to do. the feeling is just bad. real bad. im feeling nauseous at the moment. nauseous about myself. about my life. haha.
LOLed@
4:41 pm
Friday, October 06, 2006
The skies are burning tonight.
The skyline is a blend of bloody red and grey.
Clouds?
Sorry there arent any today.
Wind?
Yep there are.
But the wind carries everything from the indonesian forests to here.
it stinks. seiously.
wa so smelly.
right now, the smell is still there but it aint so strong already.
it was so bad jus now that i had to strip of my top and wrap it around my mouth and nose.
well i did so becos i couldnt get hold of a face mask.
at first it was ok.
subsequently, i felt this burning in my throat.
urgh. its like so bad. an iferno builds up within you and you can do nothin about it.
talk about the wrath of nature.
wh does burning of trees give out all these funnyfunny gases?
CO2 NO2 CO SO2 SO3
oh wadeva.
whywhywhy???
tellme why?
at one point i thought i was goin to die.
cos there wasnt like any fresh air around.
but heng ar managed to survive.
there are still some stuffs i haven do.
and some issues i haven clarify.
and some secrets i haven found out.
to be continued...
LOLed@
11:22 pm
that guy is my bro btw... -.-''
LOLed@
11:16 pm
i am full of shit
this guy is full of shit. and this guy is me
LOLed@
10:57 pm
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Happy Childrens' Day! I want my presents! Boohoohoo. How i miss childrens' day. nvm i got youth day. *weeps
LOLed@
6:47 pm
Jealousy
As said i will be talking about jealously now. Hmm, jealousy. How did this come by? Why must people always be jealous of somebody because he/she(im talking about the kena jealous person here) gets something that he/she(im talking about the person that is jealous here) wants? i seriously think this is unnecessary. getting all worked up over a small matter which is of no big deal, is truely silly and probably hilarious too. it would be even worse if verbal and physical abuses comes the way. whats even worse though is to bribe other people to ATTACK your target for you. aiyo?! how come this sounds so familiar? its as if i've seen this somewhere before. hmm. probably its one of the many deja vu i have. P.S: All statements made are truely of fiction. Any similarities with your life are truely coincidental and i deeply apologise for that.
LOLed@
10:24 am
lol-lipop fan
Weiqing
TPJC
BBALL/H&F
Drew first breath on 17 may
ppl, ani idea wad this means? (:
HAHAs
i totally lost my sense of humour
adores
lol-lipops!
SLEEP!
my pillow
my blanklet
EAT!
hamsters(though i aint got one)
toys?lolx
AND YOU! :D
wishlist
hmm?
}pass my tests?
}new bag
}billabong pencil box?got a myuk one. read my post.:)
}new wallet?
}to go over 60kg
}new handphone
}YOU(:
