LOLed@ 11:51 pm


ok joniece u win.
i lose.
so at the turnin pt in our life, we r awaitin the changes wich are comin so gradient = zero.
dats the conclusion.
i guess ill have to stop findin ideas to rebut her.
cos im outta ideas!
haha.
JH help!
lolx...
i hope got 3 powerpuff girls come defeat u mojojojo. :X
oops hope u dun mind.
if u mind tell me to remove it.
:p

LOLed@ 12:46 am


actualli the rebut i made earlier is jus for xiao4 guo3.
dun tink too much about it.
cos nw i dun quite get wad im talkin about.
someone enlighten me pls.

LOLed@ 12:10 am


Yup! its a rebut on my opinion of her msn nick!
haha.

The nick: As this is a turning point in our life, gradient equals zero.

she said, " its a turning point la..haha..cos our still is now at a standstill...we dont know whether the gradient will increase or decrease nxt...
wow this nick is so profound.
omg!


hmm jus thought of something to rebut u back joniece.
yay!
haha.

if u know u reached a turnin point, u would knoe ur new direction in life thus u knoe u reached ur turnin point. so u knoe ur gradient. ( link to previous post entitled "fillers")

much similar to reachin ur boiling point, u would knoe u want to murder some person, thus u knoe u reached ur boilin point.

something like dat la. its hard to describe la haha.

man... wad the heck am i talkin about? lolx.

LOLed@ 11:39 pm


Finally an end of my entry drought :/

today was quite a tiring day.
the day started off with me mitin alan at the 291 busstop.
thou very much not wanting to be late, i was late by like 5 mins and alan kaopeied me. :/
i didnt give an excuse like what
hmm. we ended up at the interchange at 10, 10+ can rmb.
den met the others at the mrt platform.
i kinda felt that the others would be at the front escalator so i called alan to go to the escalator at the end.
alas! my prediction came true they were at the other escalator.
and as i approached with a smile, they glanced back with a murderous intent.
not long afta, the trian arrived.
alan and i stoodup, while the rest sitted.
khoo was again hardworkin.
reading dan brown's angels and demons thruout the journey.
yinyong was knocked out by yifeng, and was unconcious until cityhall.
the rest of us chatted and alan as childish as his looks could take him took candid shots of elmer, jh and eug.
finally we reached somerset.( its somerset alan, somerset! rmb dat.)
came out. went to john little. and spendquite a while dere.
tried on some shirts and this lovely lady at the changing room gave us some nice advices.
but in the end we left for robinsons.
wakao. robinsons all so ex$.
so we left.
then thx to my sharp eye wich elmer tot was cocked located wisma atria.
then we decided to go to there de food republic eat.
crowded was the word.
wow so congested i could hardly breathe.
nah not really. i kept smelling this nice porridge smell but couldnt find the stall.
then after walkin ard for 2 rounds. i called jh to help me buy hokkien mee.
i love hokkien mee! heng this stall doesnt disappoint. the prawns were so sweet. the sotong was so chewable. the noodles were so soft. omg it has been ages since i last ate such nice hokkien mee. our school one is an example of how bdly hokkien mee can taste. and while writing this, i ralised jh forget return me my $1. lolx. cos i gave him 5 bucks. ( hmm the noodle was 4 bucks wad) but nvm la. haha. the day i over aniwaes.
then went to the toilet. got number one so fun. the design was like so space- like.
den while waitin went to world of sports the and1 section. nice shirts. but i no money buy.
then i spotted a sony shop.
then i spotted psp and ps2 so went to play.
den i played and played.
the psp was some racin game wich i didnt know how to play until the end.
so eventualli i go 8th/12th.
jh got 6th/12th.
lolx nice graphics leh. i tink.
den the ps2 was some chinese game. quite nice bah but i dunno was goin on.
lolx.
then we headed back to centre point cold storage.
then got performance at the atrium.
some bloody santa wif his greenish elves.
the santa was so evil.
aniwaes. went coldstorage buy drink and stuffs.
den on the way back saw this little girl havin a photoshoot.
wow so xing4 fu2.
nono is ho2 mia3.
den we went back john little.
elm and alab bot shirts of same design but diff colour wich i tot was kinda lame.
but i still tink alan looked beta in that shirt.
so ill be buyin probably tml or wed.
den elm went to bata to buy leather shoes.
it was playin rihanna's unfaithful.
nice song.
heard it 2 tyms. once at the reebok shop den here.
den alan went ot buy the sneakers he wanted to buy long ago.
looks quite ok bah.
den on the way back saw this ad again.
"F for Fetish"
dat explains my msn nick.
den we headed back.
alan kept complainin his leg pain.
mus be the shoes.
where got people wear new shoes wen u nid to walk ard so much?
haiyo.
then at the cityhall, eug sat down at the mrt bench.
then he looked so much like an ah peh. :P
he was all alone.
starin into space.
he was slouchin.
he wore his slippers like an ah peh.
anw i almos missed the train had to jump in last min.
heng ar.
phew!

then the journey back i hd to stand alone until like kembangan or something.
at tanah merah, khoo and yy got off to go expo adidas exhibition.
then tampines we got off leaving elmer alone.
then me and alan go tm.
jh and eugene go home.
we went Toys 'R' Us and he showed me some cutecute winnie the pooh toys.
then we played there he go take pictures.
so if you want pictures go his blog see.
then we went home lo.
took 291.
lolx.
the go home bathe, then play phone, then eat, then watch tv, then slp, then eat then watch tv again.
i swear the judo movie "rou dao long hu bang" was damn nice. though i didnt know exactly wad the show was talkin about. recorded down the apprentice then went to play maple with yiliang.
then slp. lolx.

LOLed@ 9:00 pm


jus nw tgy and me go play maple.
den we go to the zipangu.
den he decide to chiong to the showa town.
during the journey tgy died. lolx.
den i continue go the town.
we eventually met up at the town den we go the hideout.
then i die.
then he die.
lolx.
damn zipangu let us lose so much exp.
to hell with you.
urgh!
im so angry i wana chomp off a whole area of zipangu.
*chomp*

LOLed@ 4:56 pm


"As this is a turning point in our life, gradient equals zero."
Joniece's msn nick. tot it was quite meaningful & creative. so decided to share it with everyone.
but i really duno wad to say. i really like this nick lo. haha. i feel like plagerizing and using it as my msn nick. haha. im still exasperated by this. but joniece say she tot her nick was idiotic. lolx.
hell no. great nick i give it a 9/10.

but this nick aint really true. wen one reaches a turning point in life, life would have a change ryt. so things get tougher. hmm so gradient should be large wad. lolx. aniwaes. it is really a great nick. woo0oo~

LOLed@ 4:37 pm


Choices are hard to make really.
take for example this whole jc application thingy.
i took like so long to set my hands to apply for tpjc.
but just now shuwen tell me mj got pae trial.
this made me ponder over if i shud put mj first or tp first.
i still got until 4pm tml to make changes.
i have sent an email to the mr eric chua liao.
hope he reply me asap.
if not i'll be dead.
i really wish to go mj bah.
cos many people go there. this could probably spur me on.
i guess i might go for the trial.
who knows.
must wait for the mj reply me first.
if im not confirmed of a place to the mj.
then probably i dont go the trial?
i duno.
A major crossroad of my life i would say.
4 roads to choose now.

1 put mj first.
2 put tpj first.
3 dont go jc for first 3 months, go work.
4 go poly.

50-50
down to 1 and 2
1 or 2?
so hard to choose.
im going to ask pu sa tml.
hope it will work out.
*cross fingers*
im pinning all my hopes on these 2 schools.
cos i aint wanna go serangoon or innova or aniwhere else.

GOODLUCK TO ME!

LOLed@ 12:08 am


people will change for others.
life is that intriguing.
and when one changes for another
he/she just refuses to admit.
i do not see the point at all.
when you do change for someone
you will want that someone to know.
so i really find no idea why one want to deny.
its not as if you change for the worse.
you change for the better.
so what is there to hide about.
it is so noble to change for someone.
so "BRAther"
dun deny liao ok?


"@#$@!"
"aiya you4 ma4 chu1 hua4 le4"
"ni3 shi4 wei4 ta1 er2 gai3 de4 dui4 ma1?"
"no la"
"doon bluff"
silence fills.
PS: =P

LOLed@ 6:08 pm


Haiss.
i really duno can go where ar.
20 points.
i hope i can get in tpjc for now bah.
cos mj and tj wud probably dun wan me.
wich is definitely their loss. XD
im kipin my fingers crossed for the results.
i guess ill have tpjc as my first choice bah.
for safety sake.
but second choice can put wad like dat.
*cross fingers*

LOLed@ 5:37 pm




LOLed@ 5:51 pm


i onli rmb eugene was one of those who were cap.
remind me still got who.
vote away!

LOLed@ 12:34 am


Thru the ballots,
we can clearly see some super BHB people.
so here comes the...

MOST BHB AWARD
its a draw!
guanyuan and alan won it.
mary and jane respectively.
i tot they liked me.
hahas -.-''
...
congratz to both of you.

Versatile Player Award
Jianhong
Weiqing
Yiliang

All GCBA First Team
whowhowho?
i think all me bah.
haha
so bhb i think i shud be winning bhb award too.
haha.

Center: Yiliang
Forwards: Wilson, Alan
Guards: Jianhong, Me :P

All GCBA SECOND TEAM
Center: Aaron
Forwards: Elmer, Renhao
Guards: Yifeng, Desmond

All ROOKIE Team
Vick
Guanyuan
Desmond
Eugene
Yinyong


Lastly the much awaited
Player oF The Day
Yiliang
Alan nominated yiliang, jianhong kudoed him. (lolx sounds weird crrt me on my usage if its wrong) thats why he won it.
Runner up> Jianhong
Yiliang nominated Jianhong.

2 votes to 1.
yiliang won.
boohoohoo. why no one vote me :'(
neva mind its ok.
lolx.
NB: mary and jane votes are void. Because of award fixing, guanyuan an dalan are disqualified from the nxt award ceremony. haha.



LOLed@ 11:45 pm


YES THIS IS THE FIRST AWARD CEREMONY EVER.
people present> aaron. jianhong. alan. elmer. yifeng. desmond. guanyuan. eugene. yiliang. vick. renhao. yinyong. wilson. me.



LOLed@ 10:52 am


y'dae was the last day of the o levels.
time does fly.
and now i cant find any thing to do.
people call me go out.
i cant find the mood thou.
troubles taunt my life.
there is a knot in my heart
that i dun think i am going to untie.
well its so boring.
but if i can on the computer,
everything will be solved.
but the problem is i cant.
cos the bills are high.
aniwae i jus realised i not onli screwed up for chem.
i screwed up for amaths too.
i onli realised it before i went ot bed y'dae.
there was a qns asking for the set of solutions.
champion
i again neva put the solutions in a set notation form.
argh!!!
why must i always screw up for major exams?
damn it.
wadeva
its over.
and im going to catch enough sleep to eliminate these gruesome eyebags of mine.
and im going to play some ball!

LOLed@ 10:38 am


went to celebrate my grandmas bdae y'dae.
went to G7 LiangKee Restaurant to eat.
it was like rainin the whole day lor.
so freezing cold.
BRRRRR.
and i had quite a crab feast y'dae.
cold crab chilli crab.
i ate both.
acuali i jus plucked outa leg.
but suddenly everybodi call me eat.
then throw everything to me then i was like so full because i had 2 bowls of rice + mani other dishes.
back to the crab lolx eat so much.
almos vomitted all the contents i had for the day out.
but luckily i didnt.
phew!
afta dat i finished half a mantou.
then when the meesua come, i was already too full to eat liao.
hahas.
but i still managed to finish the desert.
SEACOCONUT LONGAN!
so refreshing.
then go back grandma house sit sit then went home lor.
then y'dae play com until 2am :/
but if u guys neva see me online, it doesnt mean im studyin.
it means im playin my laptop game.
MECHCOMMMANDER ROX!
so fun although is old game and the graphics is comparatively suckier then the graphics now.
kaes i go play liao.
byebye.

LOLed@ 10:47 am


these 4 years down the road was indeed a labourious path.
the innocent boy from qiaonan has thus aged into a more mature guy i would say.
there is alwaes gonna be a kid in me though.
my thoughts have changed.
my meaning towards life has changed to.
complicated thoughts that i seriously don't wish to have.

Sec 1, for no reason i was voted to be the chairman.
lolx.
was i that popular?
i think not.
i didnt even remember me being a dictator once i stepped into the school.
well. the year went well. i got class postions of 8 and 13 for the midyr and end yrs respectively.

but after that everything changed. for the worse i would say.

To Be continued...

LOLed@ 11:31 am


This blog is dead.
It's been such a long while since i last blogged.
cos i couldnt find anithin to blog on.
well.
yinyong asked me why i didnt update and this is the reason.

time really flies.
one moment i was worrying about my Os and how im going to commit myself to studying.
and now im in the middle of it all. with 3 more subjects still to come.
and after that the holidays are going to arrive.
and for the first time i didnt have time to plan it.

LOLed@ 11:26 am


On behalf of jianhong,
Here is his reflection.


With the O’s drawing near, there is an intensity growing in me. I supposed is the drive, the drive to do well in the O’s and get to TJC. Subconsciously, I know is more than that, I like to believe is my ego behind it all. Growing up, I have always been the go-getter (and to a lesser extent the arrogant bastard). It led me into believing that I was among the elites or at least a cut above the rest.

I guess life always has its turns and twists. The illusion of being the crème la crème was shattered like a mirror four years ago. I make the mistake or rather the right choice (as I would explain later) to have come here. Almost instantaneously, I discovered the fragility within me. The masculine guy that I always imagined myself to be, vanished.

No longer the egoistic person that I was for twelve years, for some time, I became self-diagnosed with inferiority complex. Psychologist defined it as a feeling of being inferior to others in some way. Too often, I found myself in a trance of self-doubt and cynical ponderings. I found myself able to seek temporary relief in crying. Shedding tears seem like ecstasy. These tears were dry and my cries silent. I put up a psychological wall. I like to think of it as self-protection from the battles that are fought seemingly everyday.

Everyday I had to withstand the pain and torture of these bullets of foul words. They hurt but were never fatal. I grew weary of the physical battles, but it was the mental battles that I gave in to. I chose the path of avoidance. For a moment, I seem to find peace and solitude again. It was as if those rough-sailing days were over. I was well-aware that it was self-delusion. Self-delusion, so be it, I contemplate to myself. I has unknowingly, became addicted to this state of mind.

Then came another phase of my life. It so happened that I found myself in a new class. It was a new environment with new people. I was totally clueless and pessimistic that nothing was going to change. Fortunately, I was wrong. Things change is the queerest of manner. I found new friends and rediscovered old friends. But still, a wall of protection remained. I derive at the conclusion that scars never heal.

I was yet wrong again. By the warmth of the people around me, the wall started melting. I started telling people things or secrets. It was a tremendous feat that I never imagined I could have done. I came to think of those precarious years to have molded me into the strong individual I am today. When I said “be strong” to you, it was because I have been through what you had. My confidence regained but in a different way. It wasn’t arrogance but something else. I had like to think of it as experience. I believed that I had grown and matured.

I had made the right choice after all. Perhaps, it is not the ego that spurs me to strive for TJC. It is perhaps a desire to experience a new environment, a new environment that would give me new experience that will make me grow mentally.

LOLed@ 2:33 pm




Finally a song by Stevie Wonder entitled "happi b'dae" goes out to eugene and all nov babies! yeah! 6 Nov. Eugene b'dae. neva celebrate with him b4. hope he sees this. :D

LOLed@ 12:45 am




Heard this song on 98.7 FM.
qute nice. but duno if its this guy sing de anot.
haha.
enjoy the song aniwae.
it was first performed by Beatles.
Now for u Joe Cocker with "With a little help from my friends"
It will lighten ur mood de. seriously. So studyin would be less stressful. :/

LOLed@ 12:39 am




Nice sng.
Make me think of many stuffs.
~reminisence~
I think she is the one.

LOLed@ 12:32 am


got scolded by my mum jus nw.
cos she know i go out play.
argh.
cos jh mum called to find him.
den my mum know liao lorx.
boohoohoo.

LOLed@ 12:33 am

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