Friday, October 13, 2006
4 yrs went like a breeze. a major exam stares right into my face. well i jus gt this funny feelin within my soul. its hard to describe reely. im sad. but relieved too. and stressed as well.
today marks the last day of school. official one. haiis cant get to see my friends animore. this though really sends me crazy. i kinda feel like crying. seriously. although i had occasional tiffs with some people. but i still cherish their frenship. though i aint sure if they look upon me as a fren or a freak.
well i really wasnt particularly wrong that day. seriously i dun see what i did wrong except probably used harsh words on dz wen he was talkin nicely. well i want really mad though. jus felt that little unjust. as a chinese saying goes: "when theres trouble, true frens will come to help." very true one not so close fren came to help me he is jacky. if u are reading this im thankin u for speakin for me although u din even know wad happened lolx. jh ur words were wad caused my tears to start flowin si lolx. "be strong". yea i was tryin. faheem and the others like the usual khoo, elmer, aaron, sam, sw, ws, yl, tgy called me to relax and cheer up and stuffs. well wad all of u had done for me was tremendous. i cud neva ever have any grp of better frens. but right nw we probably would hav little chance to mit each other liao. seriously wad i ask for is some respect from frens. thats the least i ask for. till den ill respect u back. P.S: ironically yc's name is not reflected cos he wasnt in clas yet. boo. haha.
alright enough of that.
i've like wasted so mani gd opportunities this year round. this missed opportunities has led me inot the world of pondering. pondering over trivial matters that were easy to solve in the past.
omg. im in deep shit now. i simply like her la. no qualms about that lolx. yc if u read this im sri ill tell u in the near future. its not that i dun trust u. its just that i nid prepare my feelings. lolx. dun worrythe person aint u.
hahas.
nxt year sch's gonna get demolished. i havent take enough pictures in sch yet lehx. wth.
LOLed@
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