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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i've grown tired. i really need some time, by myself, to think. yes just to think, to rest. i seriously cannot tahan liao sia. this is so truely shown by my performance while bballing. i sucked. gets me all frustrated easily. i need a break from basketball. one week? 2 weeks? 1 month? 2 months? after promos? well, mayb i'll lose all of my form by then. but at least i get to start all over again. a rookie. if not a sophomore who played only a few games in my rookie season. i'll build myself up again. and i'm gonna do it.

many things are oso goin through my mind. yes some private stuffs. yes for that, i need to think again.

didnt do well for my midyears too, and its onli a great deal of time before promos start and im still here blogging. i need to get back my studying form, not mugging. mugging aint goin to help. yes i jus got enlightened about this recently. difference between me now and then is my study method. yes it seriously need to change. my grades are declining. certainly not what i wanted. certainly not what i want to present to my parents.

napha 5 stations are oso just round the corner, im prepared to fail though. cos i cant seem to pass my broadjump(sp?) and mayb my pull ups also cannot make it.

whats more? im not funny animore. i missed those days when people say im funny, even if in reality they dun mean it. but i just feel im no funny man animore. lol. weird. hope i can get my humour cells back. lol.

to sum these all up, im not exactly feeling too good at the moment, i need some time alone, and when u people see me emoing or simliar to that, please dun try to provoke me or frustrate me furthur, need some private time yea? and ill glady appreciate that.


LOLed@ 5:45 pm